a day with sheeeqeen a.k.a small people in the look out for prom dresses at fareast plaza. yes our initial plan was to find dress there but nothing seems to attract any of our interest. and whereas it wasnt in any of our budget. why bother wasting money when yer only gonna use it once in a while, true enough? soo we had a little catch up on each other lives.Remember way back then when we knew each other, when it was only the three of us? yes, those were secondary school memories that i wont forget where we had our ups and downs. we fought over some small issue. flashing back those moments were ironic much? now, one of us went seperate ways cause we knew there was something wrong in between there. w/o knowing, we've known each other for atleast four years and i really treasure every single moment i had with you. back then, i really thought you were th type of girl whom mixed around with only the cool people and knowing yer a dancer was shocking much. a girl whom seems arrogant yet a great dancer. but knowing her, she wasnt that type of girl. a girl whom laugh at our jokes and how retardically we reacted when we make silly faces and sharing our boy's stories. typical girl, i mean comeon who doesnt have boy issue you tell me. except for those who got no feelings at all and cant be bothered to be sentimental over a guy. well he/she got no humour sense at all i must say.we both are trying to adapt to new situation and hoping that we could get back like before. and yes, im sure both of us are trying to get back how it was then. so now we started of as strangers, friends, bestfriends, girlfriends, beetches i hope. im giving myself a chance to get to know you better and hope our friendship doesnt get ruin by other people like before. im gonna miss our secondary moments babe, maybe we could always remember that starbucks chilling place will be our memory, then and then i will remember, you also okay? reminiscing through about our past, was actually retardically hilarious. love this little girl.
okay enough of emotional, so im finally done with my new braces for my upper teeth. complete set, yessah. but how painful it is, i swear you guys dont know. im bearing with the pain, beauty is pain i must say. for the mean time, i just have to eat slowly and i couldnt even chew properly like before, now i miss my 'old' teeth, WTF! ehehehehe, soo my teeth is ready for PROM! but not completely done, cause my dress is not ready! D;
speaking of which, i was watching Pretty Little Liars. guess whaaat i saw, this dress is godamnice. you gotta agree with me, okay now i got something in mind already, HANNA WHY YOU NO GET IT FOR ME? Psssssh, bleaaaah. it either that or research from gossip girl. well i actually asked for help from my cousin since she went for PROM like twice. i gotta be confident and be myself thats all, i dowan to be the most outstanding girl there. hmmm, let's see how it goes. how i wish our school bring some band like 2AM CLUB in the PROM. godamn cool laaah please, but dont dream okay seriously. this is reality not celebrity okay babe, HAHAHA! but come to think about it i dont think they could even afford to hire a band for us whereas the hotel we're going is a 3 STAR HOTEL. this time round, better make me happy.
Labels: broken lover, yes i made you.
