ohh, how sweet can they be?

having to hold yer hands tight yesterday means that i wont leave you all alone and always love you. i miss you already.

i miss yer cozy warm hugs, i miss having you by my side whenever i need you, i miss when you keep on saying' i know a way to a girl's heart', i miss when you say i can make you laugh any moment, i miss when you say i need you now with me, i miss when you say i miss you. cause i really am missing you, having to see you suffer in pain isnt great.

im still upset and cant face th fact that he is in th hospital right now, seriously. i cant bear to see him suffer with all those tubes going through his body and having to eat through his nose. and even having to see him not eating for th past few days, i really am upset. facing difficult challenges is tough though. god, may you recover him as soon as possible and let me have th courage and patience to bear with all this. amin. and talking to his mum was a great xperience for me. well it pretty much was awkward and weird for a moment. maybe she's just plain curious on wanting to know th real girlfriend. th funny part is where his mum keep on mentioning this when i wanted to leave 'hope we see each other again'. aww, sweeet!

next on list; i just got punch with my brother. yes, PUNCH-ON-TH-FACE. basically i was godamnpissed off; i mean who would not be pissed off when you reached home then someone keeps asking where did you go and shouting like nobody's business. and keeps on asking people to do housewerk right after you reach home, wont you get fed up. well, i would. cant he have th patience to do one thing at a time, seriously. i was clearing my things, he came to my room suddenly, punch me and say 'a'ahhh kan dah buat orang marah.'(see make me angry already right) waaaah piang, i was shock at a moment but the pain i tell you. then tears started rolling down my cheeks. HELLO; a GUY punched me, not a girl! whaaaaatheff laaah, slam th door whut else. that th best thing to release my anger. then today he act v kind towards me, fvck off. dont act like nothing happen. seriously, th pain is in between my jaw and cheeks. lucky him, i didnt tell my parents about it. .

at one moment, i really felt like running away where i can hide from everybody. *sighs* only god knows how i am feeling right now. well i just have to face th reality.

ohh yes, HAFIZ ' THANKS FOR TH DOLLAR' just now. weee, if not i cannot buy my bubble tea and my red bean bun, yummy. make sure i see you for tomorrow's remedial.

MOST TERRIBLE AND SVCKISH SUMMER EVEEEEEER!(like)

-xoxo,

elyzaaa conrad.

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