*sorry for the delay carnival pictures*

start off with this guy, okaay. we argue today at around 1 am just because i leave him alone. well i know it was my fault for not texting him but in a way he should understand that i was buzaay doing my things also. i really didnt mean to do it on purpose and leave him all alone. but then again, i promise him that i will never leave him alone which now i think i broke that promise. it's not easy to get back those promises and gain back his trust towards me. only god knows how my love i show towards him. i swear to god that i didnt do it on purpose. i had to give in and say couple of time apologizing, but idk if he forgive me this time round. well i really got nothing to say, im just speechless and out of werds. just feel like hopeless.

you chatting with her, yer messing with me,feel th pinch hahahah-hey monday how you love me now. im in love with hey monday, they rock. \m/ totally. waka waka eh eh. im simply out of boredom, currently reading girlfriend magazine that i just bought yesterday. tweetweet, oh yes maybe friday, i will be catching karate kid with sista ain. well, we got alot of catching up to do, i really miss this fickle girl. sexcited to meet her, time please hurry. for yer info, wondering who is she. she's my 'sista', the background you dont have to know. but whutever it is, she is always there whenever i needed her advise or help in BGR or studies. im really proud of having her in my life, loveyou sistaaaaa, xoxo.

i dont know whut to say cause i dont wish to hurt his feelings anymore, bet he's buzaay chatting with some people what his girlfriend did to him. well, i should let them have fun.

*sighs*, im no perfect in this werld. th werld svcks badly. i feel like giving up seriously. im in not in a mood to even blog, kaaay bye. sheeshxzxz, sorry next time then it will be a proper update. i feel like on the verge of breaking down, sorry people.

-xoxo,

elyzaaaa conrad

Labels: trying not to let you down, trying to be perfect